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2010

2010-01-24T02:10:00.003+08:00

This is de 1st post in 2010.

Haven been updatin my blog for such a long time. So much things had happened also. Tmr goin for my colleague wedding dinner. Quite excited as this's de 1st wedding im attending. Next mth stil hv to prepare for the D&D & CNY. Dun understand y they choose the D&D b4 CNY. The theme is formal, i had no idea wat to wear tat day.

This yr's V day fall on CNY. Plan to buy some thing for my DARLING <3>

tired

2009-08-24T03:06:00.000+08:00

好久没有来po文章了，但是也没有东西好写的啦。最近在公司很忙，很多事情等着我处理。没有时间出去外面吃饭，只好托朋友打包食物给我。麻烦他们了！

现在我睡不着，今天太迟起了啦。哈哈 =）

Life

2009-06-21T02:04:00.002+08:00

Recently been so frustrated with the stupid woman in my office. She been so close with my manager. The way she tok to my manager like she's de boss instead sia. Dislike de way she tok, no wonder she always ‘得罪’so many ppl in office as well as client. She wil always push all de blames to us stil dare to backstab abt us to our manager. Dunno my manager noe de truth ma or jus blindly believe watever she said. Haiz. Y i always wil meet tis kind of ppl de sia =X

Today is father's day le. Wish my daddy happy father's day!!! Love him <3

Been busy preparin my bdae party. Lookin for cakes & caterin. I been online searchin til my eyes r poppin out. =P But im happy preparin lar. At least my close friends wil b here. Im happy. =)

I hv been a bad gf lately sia. Always make my bf angry cos of my casual remarks. Haiz. Next time i shall watch my words le lor. =( Thanks for his patience all de time. Love him lots.

Stupid banana

2009-06-06T01:07:00.002+08:00

Today im so angry with the stupid banana, suddenly blame us for little things which doesnt even really affect her. She act til she so great. Only a small employee... Only noe hw to surf net, watch videos, chit chattin during office hours. Plus always email us to help her find her transactions. All ard her only also lazy to go & find. Angry til i feel like slappin her. Dunno wat to say le lar...

She's to0 over already. Alot of us jus dislike her lar. She cant stand we gd wif boss sia. She also wan to add in something to say. Even my boss also can see we all dun like her.

This sat i nid to work wor. So sianz. Need to do our own filin ma. The auntie complaint she gt alot of things to do ma. Of cos lar she so slow. Nw everything we do lor. She so 'busy' til can surf net lar.

shoppin

2009-05-24T04:16:00.002+08:00

Recently im addicted to shoppin. Esp goin to bugis to shop for $10 top. =) Been tryin to change my dressin style. Haha... Im clearin most of my old top & donate to charity already. My wardrobe is quite clean nw. It's time for me to add in some more new top & bottom to0.

Been thinkin hw to celebrate my 21st bdae. Brain stompin... Lucky my gf wil help me tink abit. Thanks dem lor. Planned to go orchard party world to sing b4 my bdae. Shall enjoy liao. Still plannin. Dunno what type of cake shld i hv tis yr... =)

work

2009-05-20T23:53:00.002+08:00

Been so angry & busy with work. Esp de banana keep givin me & shermaine work to do. Extra work but it's nt our duty anyway. Nvm i do for her... She's to0 much le. De others will sabo her sometimes. Haha =) Everything push to us so she will b free from those complaints & blames. Chey i can settle so easily y she cant help us out lei. We r so busy already.

Nw everything we need to do ourselves le. No one is goin to help us out. Even the filin list need to do ourselves. De M is another one kind lar. Same pattern so click lor. Cant stand at times. Haiz. Hope she will just resigned & get someone better to replace her man. I will b crazy if she stil with us lor.

Today my work place hv de same clothes theme. We wear either yellow or pink today. I tink mostly is cos of banana or some things goin on lar which i hv no time to check it out. I wan to complain liao. =(

My bf is treatin me nicer each day. Thanks for his patience & love for me. Muackz <3

My sis keep insistin me to tok abt her here!!!!!!!! ARRRRRRRRRRR =)

Bad weather

2009-04-06T03:03:00.003+08:00

Nw im warm til i cant slp & it's 3am in de mornin... WTH... I need to wake up early ltr @ 7 plus sia. Sianz. Mon bluezzz...

Im goin to ZOO so0n. My dearie bringin me go cos he gt free tickets from his army. Save some money =) Long time didnt visit de ZOO since pri sch ba. Dunno gt any changes ma. Shall take alot of photos of those cute animals. I hope im able to catch some nice animal show den. Haha...

Finally i can go ride de SINGAPORE FLYER le =). My dearie also gt free tickets to0. Goin in july... Nv hv chance to ride it as it's to0 ex for an half an hr ride. Only hv de chance to view from far. HAHA...

I feel so sleepy already but im stil to0 warm to lie on bed. Let me cool down awhile den...

back

2009-04-04T00:27:00.003+08:00

I need to clean my blog le wor. Gt spider webs already. Haha =)

Been busy with work lately. So angry with those ppl. Haiz. One day i wil old very fast if i stay der for long. Wanted to change job le ba... So borin le. Lucky gt those colleagues to cheer me up everyday... =) Cant change job for de time being lar. Economy bad sia...

I cant slp sia. So sleepy but stil cant slp lei... Nth to do liao. Tmr im nt workin. Can slp long long le. It's been like i nv slp enough. Yawn Zzz...

I wan to change my phone. Hu wil buy me a new phone for my 21st bdae??

random blog

2009-03-15T09:39:00.003+08:00

It's been a long time since i last blog... Been busy plus im lazy to blog...

Yesterday is my mummy's birthday... Gt to work also. Went back home straight after work. Didnt meet up with my bf. He on for duty. We hav lesser time to meet tis mth. He gt duty on most of his off days. So ke lian. Shall make herbal tea for him. <3

Been busy with work. Doesnt hv time to meet up with friends. Shall ask dem out next wk ends den after im back from malaysia. Miss dem much...

My birthday is comin in July. I dunno hw to celebrate tis yr 21 lei. It's like so sianz cos my bdae is on thurs. A weird timin to hv any celebration lar. Dunno if i organise chalets wil dey hv time to come ma lar... Haiz...

past

2009-02-22T02:22:00.002+08:00

Sometime i feel we r losin some things in life. Time passed faster den we expected. We dun hv de chance to look thru carefully wat's happenin ard us. We often hv things tt we wil regret in life & we shall make it a lesson to learn. I hv learn alot of things from de past.

Last thurs, happened to see one of my 1st ex in AMK. Saw him with 1 girl. I always been tinkin wat wil i do or hw i felt when i see him again after all this yrs. But de fact is, I FELT NTH abt him anymore again & i dun miss him anymore... Good for me~ Haha =)

Been tinkin hw to celeb my bf 21st bdae in may... Thou it might b in 3 mths time but mus plan ahead if nt i wil to0 forgetful til dunno wat to do by den... Hmm... Any ideas?

updatin

2009-02-18T21:13:00.003+08:00

HIHI... I tink my blog is gettin more & more spider web le ba. Didnt update since chi new yr til nw. Haha =)

V day jus passed. I gt flowers from him... Nice & red roses tis yr. With a heart shape plush in de center. Hmm... Thanks dear for de flowers. Tt day we didnt manage to take some photos tgt. Hmm...

Our 3rd yr anniversary comin tis 9th mar. Plannin hw to celebrate tgt but i tink he gt duty on tt day... So sad but nvm can pre celebrate de... I wont mind. Tinkin of wat to get for him already. Wan to give him a surprise. Shh...

Tis comin sat i wil b stayin at home alone... Haiz. He gt duty den we cant meet le. But i can go shoppin alone. See wat can i buy for him. Hehe =) Save some money le. Can buy for him already...

chi new yr

2009-01-24T03:18:00.002+08:00

Chi new yr is comin tis comin mon. Have u guys bought all your new clothin or u hv shop for clothes everyday lei? Haha =) Dun really lookin forward for tis yr's new yr. Nt sure y but juz de mood is diff from previous yr le ba. Haiz. Mayb is de economy ba.

My honey star is so lucky lor. Til fri den nid to go back army de. I thurs jiu nid to go back le. Haiz. Cant rest another day to0. Wish i can. Dun wan to apply leave if nt my shermaine wil b crazy again. Everytime im nt ard something wil happen. Tis few days de agent also crazy liao de. Complaint here & der. Somemore say if he cant get de commission his wife gonna divorce with him. If i gt tis kind of wife i also dun wan sia. Only cos of tis small sum of money jiu yao divorce sia. Dunno wat de adults is thinkin nowadays.

My boss wil b out of town til feb sia. Quite quiet de. Haha. =) Dun nid to hear her laughter & loud voices plus her black face everyday. Shh!!

Im tired already. Went to NTUC to shop for eve de reunion dinner. Bought so much stuff. More than enough. Hope tis yr my grandma wil eat with us. Dun b so stubborn again. Haiz. It's all long story sia. Dunno wat happened also. I didnt wan to ask wat de adults is tinkin...

Tmr wan to go for last min shoppin le. Meetin my honey star. He wil pei me shop ard... Kekez =) He always so nice to me de... Thanks dear <3>

mc

2009-01-14T18:03:00.002+08:00

Today im sick. Took MC & rest at hm. Im home alone today. All went out le lor. Haiz. Nth to do at hm. No one online to0. My headache stil haven recover yet. So uncomfortable. Haiz...

My bf also cant pei me today. He's in camp. So sad =( Hope my headache wil go away ba. If nt fri i cant pei serene eat lor. Hmm...

lovin

2009-01-10T09:16:00.002+08:00

Yest is our anniversary. Cant meet cos he's in camp. Actually wan to meet for dinner de. But he's late. I pei shermaine go AMK jus to wait for him. Ended up shermaine's sis come le den i go his hse der wait for him. So sad lei. I only eat my cheese donut for dinner & mos burger de fries nia. So ke lian. Nvm. Today mus ask him to treat me eat big meal le. Kekez.

We r goin out tdy le. Wan to buy shoe, lingerie & new yr clothes. Plus nid to help my mummy buy her OLAY sia. Muz rmb if nt she killin me le. Dunno tis yr can visit his grandma's hse ma. Last yr cant go cos one of their relatives pass away. Hmm...

brand new yr

2009-01-04T11:31:00.002+08:00

It's 2009 already. Everything will b better this yr. Everyone mus live happier this yr. =)

Recently i & my bf keep havin a very very small arguments. But nw everything is fine liao. Mus sayang my bf cos he always give in to me. Sry to him cos i sometimes make him sad. Hope we wil last long long wor. I shall get him something for our anniversary which is comin so0n.

My msn like kanna virus le. Haiz. Dunno hw now. It will anyhow send link to everyone de. If im de one who make u kanna also. So SRY... I didnt mean it. Cant help it cos i didnt noe when it wil send all de links even when im offline... Haiz...

Yawn

2008-12-28T01:15:00.002+08:00

Went out early today cos i wake up early... Yawn Zzz... Tat's y im so tired now. Already 1 plus le still lookin at my com screen. Hmm...

Went ard walk walk today to look out for new yr clothes le. Every yr is de same. Mus wear diff style each yr. Haha. Wonder wat shld i wear tis yr??? Shld i buy clothes tat i wil wear to work de ma. Or something i would wear as casual de lei... Hmmm....

So many holidays tis mth... All my days gt mixed up. I still wonder today is fri. Haha. Blur me... Have to go back to work on mon. Work for 2 days den wed half day again. Can rest more le. Office job is so gd ba... Haha =)

Growin up

2008-12-26T20:34:00.002+08:00

I wan to save some money to take up a course at MDIS or SIMS. Wishin to upgrade myself. By my financial at this state, it will take longer time ba. If some of u noe, u shld noe de reason y.

2009 is juz round de corner. Wish to go out & join de others for de countin down. But it will b very crowded that day. Have alot of wishes in de yr of 2009. Hope everything will get better by 2009.

Today my boss treat de whole of us pizza, from pizza de france. IT'S SUPER NICE!! Esp de sunshine de. Gt eggs, my FAV!! Yum Yum... Gt chance i shall order it myself to0.

christmas comin

2008-12-21T11:01:00.003+08:00

Christmas is comin le... My bf already give me de present for christmas. My fav watch sia. Haha =) Haven get him anything yet. Wat shall i get for him lei. Hmm....

Mon my company havin a christmas party, dunno wan to go anot lei. Till late lei. Tues still have to work sia. Haiz. Still tinkin. Muackz. Christmas eve gt half day for me. Haha =)

sat

2008-12-14T02:11:00.004+08:00

Early in de morin right nw. Already 2 plus & im nt quite tired yet. Finish tis blog i shall go & slp already. Woke up early today. Cos de sun is shinin on my face already. So warm so i woke up.

Get to eat my ban mian today. Have cravings for that for 1 wk. =) Went Vivo today as i wan to go DAISO to shop shop. I saw a nice HP strap so i bought it for my sis as i promised her. Stil owe her a big meal & a MP3 sia. Need to save some money le. =)

Saw some cute dogs at de pet shop next to it. Who is generous enough to get me a cute puppy??
Feel like goin overseas for a short trip to relax abit. Been quite tense with work lately. Hw come? I also dunno y... Our dateline for de end of yr closin is ard de corner... Will b very very de busy already & my boss sure everyday give us a black face. We hv to bear with it as we r WELL TRAINED... =) Haha...

Haven gt a chance to go shoppin tgt with my friends esp serene. We always discussed abt this but always cant make it. Haiz. So sry wor. Will meet up with u so0n. No worries.

My keyboard gt a minor prob. De keys r of diff character. I tink shld b gt virus or something is wrong with it already. Who wan to get a laptop for me this christmas??

farewell

2008-12-13T03:26:00.003+08:00

Today we went to ICHIBAN SUSHI to have our meal after work. Heidi walk so fast to de MRT station sia. Scare we cant eat anything. I tink she's hungry le ba. Haha... But lucky we reached there early. After we went in de queue behind is long. They have to wait for very long b4 it's their turn.

We eat til so full. Went shop shop ard. There's so many things i wan to buy from COTTON ON sia. HAha. Save money for my new yr clothes ba. Kekez. Been tinkin wat shld i wear durin new yr. Is it early to plan le ma. Haha... Tmr is SATURDAY... Finally i wait til tis day le. So tired & wan to have a gd nite slp. =) Tmr meetin my bf le. So many days we didnt really sms each other. I busy he tired. Hmm... I go slp slp le. Tata...

bdae party

2008-12-07T13:15:00.002+08:00

Yest I & my bf went to eve's bdae party. Finally meet sy, kit, hui fen, feng hwee & eve of cos lar. Haha. Eve called cater in. Nice lar. But i tink ordered to0 much liao. Haha... Kit pack some home sia. Haha. She say wan pack de ma.

We talk alot yest. I 10 plus den go hm sia. Even thou my hse only walkin distance frm hers lar. But im tired le. So i went hm liao. If nt i wan to slp in her bed liao.

Yest i & my bf watched chihuahua. Nice show & cute doggies. Feel lika adoptin one sia. But my parent dun like lar & no one hm to take care of de dog all de time. Haiz. So sad. So i only can see see lor.

Today im alone at hm. All go out work liao. Left me. Hmm. Nth to do...

Time flies

2008-11-25T21:37:00.002+08:00

Im here to update again. Haiz. So tired today. Im goin to clear my office table le. All clean before yr end. There's war comin!!!

My manager say yr end wil b very very busy le. Muz finished all the outstanding & file all the transaction le. Haiz... Muz finished all this by tis wk.

im back

2008-11-23T10:40:00.002+08:00

Im back already. I tink i haven update my blog for a long time le ba. Haha. Always busy & tired then lazy to update le. Didnt on com at all. Haiz... Since im free on wk ends so im here to update le lor.

Workin at ERA for 1 mth plus le. Time flies sia. And christmas is comin le. Hmm... EVE's bdae is also comin le. Dunno wat to get for her. Haiz. IT's an impt yr... She's goin to hv a bdae party. Shall catch up with her..

My sis start to work. She work at best denki. 1st time workin. Hope she can get use to it lor. Sayang her...

Tired

2008-11-02T02:34:00.002+08:00

Im tired tis few days... Went out with dar yest. Went to collect his HP & go & fixed his another HP. So sianz. Last wk also like tat. Haiz. Lucky next wk dun nid to go der anymore le. If nt i really wish to stay at home...

I have mood swings all de time. I get frustrated easily nowadays. My dar complaint. I dunno y also. Cant control. Juz like tat. I wil try to control next time. Mayb i didnt slp well ba. Haiz...

Today is family day & jack's bdae. Wished him happy bdae on de dot. Haha. Been close durin ITE times i shld wish him de ba... Got to get some slp den ltr when noon time can go out with daddy. Sis nid to study for MON SS paper. Sayang her. Shall treat her big meal when she ended all her papers. Haiz. Wish her gd luck...

Mon gettin back to work le. Nid to rush my sat, sun & mon transactions le as im off yest... Nid to OT again. Can earn more money $$... Haha... Im being money-minded nowadays... Mayb cos of my family financial status ba. Haiz. Bear with it for a few more yrs ba. Since im used to it.

Im thinkin of gettin wat for my dar durin Christmas. Mayb i noe already. Izzit to0 early to think now. Mayb gettin some for my colleague also. Hope to meet some of my ITE friends durin tat period.

Tata, NItez...

Emotions

2008-11-01T01:37:00.002+08:00

I didnt update my blog for a quite some time le. Copin well with my new jobs. Everyone is nice. They r all youngsters so we can get along quite well. I have been workin der for 2 wks already. Time really flies.

Miss my ITE mates. But always dun have de chance to meet up. Haiz. I missed de previous gatherings with them & de next 1 im nt free to turn up again. Will hv de chance. Hope everyone is copin well with their studies & work...

Yr end is comin... Shall concentrate more on my career...

last day at work

2008-10-17T22:47:00.002+08:00

Today is my last day at work le. So happy de lor. Dun nid to see tat woman again. But i wil miss the others. Shall find some time to call & disturb them next time. =)
My colleague gave me a very BIG TWENTY BIRD!!! & a bouquet of flowers. It's nice. Shall upload the photos next time...
Tmr my bf can meet me le. Finally! Can go out tgt liao. Kekez =)
Mon im startin my new work le. Nervous. Hope that i can get use to the environment. Hope the ppl there wil b nice...

interview

2008-10-10T20:12:00.004+08:00

Went to another interview today. Which is de one my fren kit intro me go de. But i dun really like de job scope lar. Since to b stress & to0 much things to handle & i dun tink im up to i lar. Im blur de lor. Ltr get scolded i die. Haha... Still ask me to go & listen to de talk tmr. My 1st reaction is like... Nt plannin to go anyway. Slowly find other job ba. Find one really suitable de. Next wk dey wil give me results le. Hmm..

Today i saw a lady juz faint in front of me inside de MRT station. But i cant help her cos im in de train. Dunno how's she by nw?

Tis wk my bf gt confinement lei. So sianz. Shall stay at home tmr & read my books borrowed frm library. Haiz. Be a gd girl. =) Miss him <3

Im back

2008-10-05T03:06:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since i last blog le. Cos my com is spoilt then my internet to0. Siaoz siaoz de. Haiz. Been busy with work all de time. More & more work load le. Dunno why t00. So busy. Nid to bring some work back to do also. Do those calculations. So many errors in suppliers inv de lor. So sianz de lei.

Hubby been in army for quite some time le. Stil abit reluctant to go back every time when he's off from der. Kekez. Bear with it wor. Sayang. Next wk he gt confinement le. So i 2 wks cant meet him. Haiz. Nvm. Shld tink of something to co0k for him when he's out 2 wks later. Hmm...

interviews

2008-09-06T22:20:00.003+08:00

Had an interview yest. Dun tink gt any chance. They seems to be lookin for ppl with higher qulifications plus gd ENGLISH grade. Den y dey ask me for interview in de 1st place. Haiz. Nvm. Try my luck again. Quite sad lar. But de company is simply to0 small le ba. Only gt 5 ppl workin includin de boss. Haiz. Hv to tolerate a few more mths i tink b4 i can quit my current job. But i already asked my agent to help me look ard le. Hope she wil hv news on mon [is de best].

My by wil be goin into army so0n. Countin down only to 3 days. His PSP wil be stayin at my place for de time being le. Kekez. Thanks dear <3 kekez =")">

One more thing is MY PARENT WENT TO MALAYSIA AGAIN...

Job hunting

2008-08-30T22:34:00.002+08:00

Been lookin for jobs . Haven been tinkin wat i really wan to do. Wat i always wanted to do is to be in tourism line. But nid to get a proper dip for tat. So i wanted to settle thing happenin in my family b4 i can pursue in a cert for tat area. So sianz. So i dun tink i cant get any job related to tourism ba.

My bf is goin to army so0n. Countin down to only 10 days. 9th aug. Which is our 30th mth anniversary. Haiz. 2.5 yr le. Been a long journey. Been thru alot. Hope neither him or me wil changes our heart towards tis relationship. Haven been tinkin abt him goin in army but those colleagues in office always mentioned. So sad =( Been moody for days...

Monday blues

2008-08-25T21:46:00.002+08:00

So long didnt blog le cos my com go hospitals. =) Today is my replacement off for national day. Which is plan by my TL. Dunno y muz plan but cant give comment.

Went online to search for jobs tis few days. At least spend 3 hrs online. Haiz. Jobz tis days.... Hope to find some thing admin or account job ba. At least i muz wait til my family financial status recover. Before i can plan wat to i really wan to do for myself. Tmr goin back to work le. So reluctant & dun wish to go back. Hope tat i can juz quit nw. =(

nursery teacher

2008-08-09T12:41:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went down to Toa payoh Lorong 1 der to makan. I tink i saw my nursery teacher's parents de carrot cake stall. Ever since dey moved i very long time nv eat le. Still taste so nice. YUm YUm~ Only fried WHITE de wor & cost only $2. Cheap & taste great...

happy national day & anniversary

2008-08-09T12:25:00.002+08:00

Today is our SINGAPORE 43rd national day as well as my bf & i de anniversary. 29th mth le wor. Next mth on our 30mth he will be goin in to army le. Sob T.T Haiz. Will be alone celebrating our anniversary. Hmm... Time flies & i realised i grow old le.

Certain things i really take it for granted. To0 much for me to list le. I started to realise tat they r all equally impt to me & i cant lose them. Some things i already lost it & only can regret nw. But regret for me also no use. Nth wil come back. Treasure my present & forget abt my past. Thanks to some of u hu made me learn how to treasure things.

Feel a certain lvl of stress at work. Tat kind of stress tat i dunno hw to describe. Mayb part of it came frm my family ba. To0 much for me to worry abt. To0 much for me to handle. To0 much things for me to take care of. Some time i wil miss out alot of things. Actually most of de stress come frm my family since im in pri sch ba. Haiz. Ever since im grown up nth changes But things gettin worst le ba. I wil hv my own mind set, my own way of solvin things. I hate ppl to tell me what shld i do. They meant gd i noe. Haiz. I already let down alot of things already. Only distress abit.

Thanks for my bf hu always been der for me all tis times. No matter im sad, happy, angry or stress ba. Love u dear. I know u always been gd to me. Only in front of u den i wil show my real self so naturally. I only wil cry out loud in front of u every time. Thanks for ur SAYANG!! muackz.

Some ppl wil tink im thinkin to0 much. But if u r in my situations u wil face de same prob to0. Trust me. Money really is de cause for many probs.

sat

2008-08-03T02:04:00.002+08:00

Today so qiao, i met eve at AMK hub de interchange. Didnt get to chat more cos her bus is here le. Haiz. Next time ba.

I start to look for new job le. Tired of tis job already. Nt suitable for me actually. Haiz. But my pay day is comin. Been waitin for tis day & it's time for SHOPPING!! yeah~

Another 1 mth plus my bf is goin in army le. POLICE~ yes sir! Haha =) Hope those bandits dun bully him @.@ Dunno wil i mis him by den~ Hmm... But i can hang out with my friends more often already. Esp with serene, i tink she's lookin forward to0. Haha =) Dun tell him... SHhh... Been 1 mth didnt mit with kit, eve, sy le & i miss dem already. =)

And jasmine, dun keep tellin mi u dun like tat girl le wor. I give u all my inv to do den u noe. Haha. =) We shall go out so0n again... =)

Sleepy

2008-07-25T23:50:00.003+08:00

Tired & sleepy today. Yawn. Today im like sprain my ankle. Dunno how & when to0. Juz feel pain only. Always so clumsy. Haiz. Kekez.

Hey girl. Dun tink so much le okie. Dun give yourself so much pressure. Dun make yourself out of breathe le. Rmb to tink of me! Den u wil hv a gd night slp. =) LoL

sunday

2008-07-20T13:23:00.003+08:00

Finally can hv enough slp for de past 2 days. Den tmr can work more OT already. Haiz. Plannin to lose some weight to look prettier. Kekez. Den before de chi new yr i can wear nicer clothes le. Muz jia you!

Friday night

2008-07-19T00:39:00.002+08:00

IT'S WEEKEND!! Finally it's here. Im been waitin for tis day to come. HAHA =) So tired de whole wk. Stayed for OT for 4 days tis wk. Break my record le. Been clearin my inv. Thanks Joan [i tink it's spelled tis way] for helpin me to sort & key my inv tis days. Blame me for my untidy-ness & slow-ness. Haiz.

Tmr meetin my bf le. WOO-HOO. Haven met him for 3 days. Thanks him for his understandin. Love him. Muackz... <3 kekez =)

Stupid job

2008-07-15T22:35:00.002+08:00

Sick & tired of tis job already. Went online to search for jobs. Sent a few applications to some company. Hope they wil reply. Sianz. De ppl here take me for granted sia. So upset de lor. Nvm i wil leave tis place so0ner or ltr. De so0ner de better. Dun wish to stay at tis stupid place anymore. =(

Tired day

2008-07-12T00:00:00.002+08:00

Im very tired today. No mood to work. Haiz. Thanks siew han for de bouquet of FERRERO ROCHER. U really made something for me. Haha. =) It's so nice. Dun wish to eat it. =) THANK YOU. I go slp le. So tired le. Yawn... Tata :p

bad day

2008-07-08T22:44:00.002+08:00

Today is quite a bad day. Cant get things done right today. So sad.

Tmr is our anniversary le. Time flies & we hv been together for 28 mth le lor. Hope we wil b together forever. Haha =) Muz control my temper again le. If nt my bf wil stress de. I miss him. =)

friends outin

2008-07-06T01:21:00.006+08:00

Today i meet up with kit, eve & sy. Dey nv change at all other den dey become prettier. Haha. Went to e!hub to eat de HK cafe [STREETS-due to mandy's recommendations]. It's nice lar. To0 bad didnt take any pics of de delicious food. HAIZ. Next time. After dinner dey suggest we go back to SWENSENs to eat ice-cream. So we sent back. THANKS KIT FOR DE ICE-CREAM TREAT!! Treat u back when it's ur bdae on sept.

Actually dey wan to belated celebrate my bdae for me. But i tink i ruined it ba. Cos i somehow knew what dey plannin. Kekez =) I hv a great day today. It's been so long we met ever since tat BBQ session at dec. 7 mths le ba. So long le. De jack stil say wan to mit den end up planned to work today. Wan to make me angry onli. He owe me a present!!

THANKS U GIRLS FOR DE PRESENT!!

Happy birthday to me!!

2008-07-05T11:54:00.003+08:00

Wed is my birthday. Nw im already 20. Thanks serene, cheryl, jasmine, meiyi & lilian for de bag. Thanks my family & my dear for de present. Kekez. Love de things u all get for me. I wil treasure it de. =)
Meetin kit, eve, mandy & sy ltr. So long didnt meet up le. Lookin forward. =) Time for me to play game le. Tata :p

sunday 29th jun

2008-06-29T11:57:00.002+08:00

Jul is comin. So is my bdae. Haha. 1 yr older so0n liao. Times flies. I did nth much since GRAD & now it's goin to july already. So fast. I still yet to enjoy life. Sianz. Tmr goin back to work & start to rush for closin again. So ke lian. Bdae also nid to w0rk. Nvm. Rush le can rest liao. Kekez. =)

malaysia trip

2008-06-24T22:17:00.003+08:00

Yesterday nite my parents went to Malaysia again. Tis time round dey drive in instead of takin a coach. Hope they wil reached der & back home safely. Tis few days i cant OT le. If nt my sis & grandma gt nth to eat at hm. So tired. Like bery busy at work but seems like nth much r done. SIANZ. My parents will only b back at thurs nites. Which mean i wil de de house 'maria' for de time being. HAIZ. T.T

My bdae is comin so0n le. Countin down. Left 8 more days til my bdae [2nd july]. By then i wil b 1 yr older le. Hope i can get alot of present. HAHA =)

i hope to get on my bdae!!!

2008-06-21T11:41:00.004+08:00

i like tis mp3

CAMERA!!

I wan to get tis watches. If can both colour also can. =)

so tired

2008-06-21T11:02:00.002+08:00

Been so tired tis few days. Like always nv slp enough. Yawn. ZzZzz...

Miss my sch days. Seein all my friends grad from poly. Den i nid to work. So sianz. No chance for me to further my studies. Wish to get a dip cert within tis few yrs...

5 days wk

2008-06-18T21:44:00.002+08:00

Today is de 3rd day of de 5 days wk le. Time flies faster tis time. Nid to work 2 more days den i can rest durin de wk ends le. Kekez =)

Tmr is SERENE's bdae already. 22 le wor. ALL DE BEST WOR. Hope u like de present[thou is u choose urself]. smile =) My bdae is comin so0n le. 20 liao =( Old le. So sad.

My TL is comin back tis fri le. Countin down to our last freedom tmr. HAHA =)

14 jun 2008

2008-06-14T22:02:00.002+08:00

We [includes cheryl, meiyi, jasmine] celebrate SERENE's bdae today. Went to work early in de mornin... After tat went to SHAW PLAZA de SAKURA to makan. Eat alot til nw stil quite full. W0rth it de lor. Thanks serene for de treat wor. Dun worry when i bdae i also treat u back. HAHA =) Go bugis walk walk after de meal. So crowded & warm today. So HOT!! Hope serene enjoy de day!!

Today is de last SAT im workin le, den dey wil change to 5 days wk already. Quite happy. Den i dun nid to wake up early durin SAT again. But wk days nid to work more 1/2 hr lar. NVM also. Actually today dun really hv de mood to work also. Quite slack den de*H.P* say i "这样有空啊，要死了!” Only left abit of time before off work only cannot slack abit meh. SIAO DE LOR!! Nvm. I plan to leave de company by AUG bah provided i find some other better company... HOPE TO SOON!!!

p.s update de photos for today when serene send me le... *TATA =)

9th of jun

2008-06-09T21:16:00.002+08:00

Today is our 27th mth anniversary le. Time flies & we hv been together for 27 mths le. Haha. He's treatin me nicer & nicer each day. Hope tis continue. He's goin army in a few mths time. Gonna miss him i tink =). In future i wil hv a police bf. Kekez =)

love quotes

2008-06-08T03:01:00.001+08:00

Love Quotes

8th jun 2008

2008-06-08T01:41:00.002+08:00

Some time i feel tat i dun really know wat my bf is tinkin. His mind-set is always so diff. Some time make me cant tolerate. Seems like der's some diff between us & im tryin hard to cover all tis diff in order to make things work for us. I dun wan to juz let our 2 yrs plus realtionship juz gone like tat. But some things are fated. I cant force it.

I dun like to control him or being control. But he's seems to control me quite alot le wor. I cant change him so i muz understand him. But tis wont last long if im de one hu is tryin so hard to save tis relationship. Im so tired of being in a relationship. Wishin for single-life... Wat shall i do tat's best for we 2?

6th may 2008

2008-06-07T00:31:00.002+08:00

Serene's bdae is comin so0n. Hv to tink wat to get for her l0r. Always hv a hard time tinkin of wat to get for my friends on their bdae. Tmr wil go & lo0k ard le... 21st der's a outin for us. I very long didnt hv such outin with friends le. Nid to plan wat to do on tat day le. Hard time for me le. Oops sry. =) Shall meet up with my ITE classmates le. SOo long didnt meet up with dem ever since tat BBQ gatherin with rain. HAHA.. =p

Im goin out tmr with my bf le. Hope to get something for myself or for serene le. If nt ltr i no time le. Haiz... Our anniversary is comin le. Juz tis comin mon. Shld i get something for him lei? Kekez. =)

5th may 2008

2008-06-06T00:57:00.003+08:00

Tonight is my sleepless nite. Still so energetic nw. Cant slp at all. Havin headaches for de past 2 days. I tink it's cos of de rainin season... =(

Some time i feel tat im really tired of my life. Life hv been miserable for me for de past few yrs thou. Being grown up, understandin & i start to noe things aint so simple as wat i tink it is... All de things tat happened wont juz go away like tis without doin anything... BUT i stil feel im lucky enough to hv my friends, family & bf who wil b der for me always... Hope i didnt create any trouble for dem. I hv alot of prob tat r hidden deep inside my heart & i dun wish to share with anyone. Mayb im juz tinkin or worry to0 much le. Everything wan to be responsible for it.

Im tryin many ways to de-stress myself all de time. But seems like it doesnt work. I feel tat i cant really get along well enough with all my friends. Feelin like some of dem r so fake. Mis-use my kindness as their tools. Gettin close to me cos of some reasons... Or i juz tink to0 much??? My bf always say i tink to0 much. Always take up so much burdens myself when i dun nid to. Haiz. Wat shall i do so tat i can live life happier???

I dun like to be alone or havin nth to do. I tend to tink alot of things & all de bad stuff turnin in my head... =) Wat can i do?

Im fine wor. I juz tinkin to0 much...

p.s hope tat all de survivors of de china earthquake wil stay strong. jia you!!

sunday

2008-06-01T12:36:00.002+08:00

Today is sunday. Slp well. Mood quite alright. Tmr nid to work le. Closin on WED. Nid to rush abit le. So sianz de lor. Haiz... Thinkin of when to resign is de best period, cant always stay der. My colleagues also told me so. Hmm...

Thanks hubby for accompany all de time when im down or happy. L0ve ya... <3

sunday

2008-05-25T12:00:00.002+08:00

So bored today. Listenin to yes 933 song chart nw. Tonight der's a charity show for the Si Chuan earthquake. Pls donate if u can...
Call 1900 112 5121/5122/5123 for $6/$18/$50 donations. Pls donate generously... U can make a differences... =)

Boring day

2008-05-20T22:10:00.002+08:00

Today is a boring day... Searchin for new job for quite some time. But nth caught my attention. Haiz. Try my luck next time...

serene: rmb nt to drink cold beverage & eat chili/chicken... drink more water =)

terrible earthquake

2008-05-18T13:02:00.003+08:00

Some times life is so unpredictable. Seeing those families that hv lost their some of their kins in the earthquake made us feel so miserable. Yesterday saw a news that a mother protectin her 3 mths old baby. Her baby is fine without any wounds but she's dead. Leavin a hp beside her & the screen show that 'dear baby. thou im nt by ur side, when u grow up u muz rmb i love u' So sad seeing this.

Heard tat there is stil some earthquake comin... Hope all tis wil stop... I dun wish to see so many ppl dyin... =(

i love u

2008-05-11T13:17:00.001+08:00

anniversary

2008-05-10T22:20:00.002+08:00

Yest 9th of may is our 26 mth anniversary. Didnt go anywhere cos bringin my grandma go see doc. Actually wan to go bugis & shop but end late so went home instead. Sianz! Next time lor.

Bf: Thanks for toleratin my bad temper & mood swings. Love ya <3

may day

2008-05-01T11:29:00.002+08:00

Today is may day. Finally can slp longer tis time. Kekez. My aunt is gonna give me 2 tickets of IRONMAN to watch tmr. Haha. Bringin my bf go & watch. I noe he wan to watch de. Lo0kin forward.

Im still strugglin with my RECON. Left abit more to finish. Muz jia you le. 5th of MAY muz hand in liao le. So sianz. So many figures also. See til my eyes droppin. Sianz. Haiz...

I can change my HP so0n. Lo0kin if der's any gd promotion ba... =)

nil

2008-04-26T22:40:00.002+08:00

Mother's day is comin. Wat shall i get for my mummy lei? Thinkin abt this de whole day. She seems to hv everything or i cant afford de. Haha =) 15 days to mother's day. *thinkin*

My hubby's bdae is comin le. Nid to think wat to get for him to0. Wat shall i buy for him? Haiz. So i nid to get 2 presents. Shall b special tis yr. 2nd yr to celebrate with him. Start to plan lor. Kekez =)

Plannin to quit my job le. Seriously dun like those 9 - 5 job. Thou it's fixed workin hrs, pay fixed, gt bonus & annual leave. But i dun like to sit in de office de whole day. So tirin. I like to move ard or interact with ppl more de. So mayb work back those sales line as wat i work before ba. Mayb i stil young ba. Mayb i get older den i wil like to work in de office to spent more time with family le lor. Haiz...

Nil

2008-04-20T01:42:00.002+08:00

Finally here to update my blog again. =)

Once again i nid to help de auntie to finish her invoices. So damn 'lucky' de lor. Always chose me to help her. Tink i might b SO FREE til i dun nid to do my own work ba. Haha =) [Cant she see my stak of inv waitin for me on my table]

Nid to do de RECON again. SO MUCH DIFF de lor. Check til my eyes become like tat @.@. SO sianz. Scare i calculate wrong. T.T So tired le. Cant slp. Miss my bf. Haha =)

I hope i wil b a student again. WHO wil sponsor me???

Com

2008-04-13T10:11:00.002+08:00

My stupid compaq com keep hangin all de time. I tink it was hack by virus le ba. It's time to discard liao le. So sianz. Lucky stil gt 1 acer com to use.

So sianz. Nw is like goin to rain le. Makin me feelin blue when rainin. Haiz. Tmr nid to work again. Im serchin for new jobs recently. Hope i can find 1 better de ba. I cant really sit stil in office all day. Nt interestin at all. Hmm... Wish me luck lor. =)

Update

2008-04-12T01:04:00.003+08:00

Yoz. Finally here to update my blog le. Cos my dear serene wil nag at me everyday at work if i dun do so. Haha =)

Today is SAT lor. Time flies so fast & i dun nid to work. Can rest more. Recently seems like alot of people are gettin sick hor. Either sore throat or headache lar. Haiz. All cos of de weather. U all muz drink alot of water wor. =)

Hospital

2008-04-08T22:12:00.003+08:00

Today to0k 1/2 day to pei my grandma go hopistal to do de check up by usin a tube. Start from 1.30pm but waited til 6 plus goin 7 den we can go hm. Nid to wait til de doc finished all his patients den can talk with him. So tired. Waited de whole day. Yawn...ZzZ... De doc say still nid to go again for de CT scan & dunno wat scope ar. Haiz. So tired. Dunno it's really necessary for de scan or wan cheat money... Haiz. Oops =) But safer to scan also. Complete check.

Tot can go home early today to do some personal stuff, but i tink nid to postpone lor. Haiz. Saded. Tmr is our 2 yr & 1 mth anniversary lor. Kekez. Cant hv much fun cos im workin til 5.30pm. Sianz... =(

Sunday went to pulau ubin de temple to pray. My parent drag me der. Wake me up early in de mornin. Haiz. My 1st time been der. Interestin experiences. To0 bad i dunno hw to cycle if nt can go & cycle cos de rent for bike is only $2 for de WHOLE DAY! Worth it de lor. But de quality of de bike nt so gd lar. Okie lor. Hmm. Who can teach me hw to cycle? Pls =)

welcome to pulau ubin!

tall coconut trees...

can u see der's a pineapple in der?

papaya... [nt ripe yet]

my fav flowers. MORNING GLORY!

update

2008-03-30T00:55:00.002+08:00

Finally here to update my blog le. Been so busy & tired for de past few days... Dunno busy abt wat also. Like time is nt enough for me lei. SIANZ... Next wk closin le wor. Hv to busy again. Haiz. Cant finished de lor. Haiz... Tmr can slp as long as i want lor... HAHA =) Nt goin out so early also. Hmm...

I hv been with NTUC for abt 1 yr le... Dunno whether wan to stay or find a better pay job lei. Still decidin. But my bf ask me go find other job with better pay de lor. Stay at der also doin de same thing always. Quite sianz & pay nt so high lar. But de ppl der quite gd ma. So friend with dem liao le lor... Thou dey might b abit crazy some times lar. But dey r all quite nice. Teach me alot of things... Wat shld i do lei???

Gd fri - 2

2008-03-22T00:18:00.002+08:00

Wake up early today, playin com de whole mornin... Went to take a nap in de late no0n. Til 5pm den go out with my daddy. Went to SHENG SHIONG at TEKKA to buy some groceries... Cos my parents goin MALAYSIA tmr nitez... Leave us alone wor. Bleah :p Went to CHINATOWN after tat to buy my mummy's OLAY TOTAL EFFECT... It's cheaper der...

So tired today. So warm & i feel so sleepy de whole day wor. Tmr nid to wake up also to go work wor. Hope can finished all de things tat i planned to do wor. Kekez =) Hv to slp le. GD NITEZ ALL!!

GOOD FRIDAY!!

2008-03-21T08:48:00.002+08:00

IT'S GOOD FRIDAY!! Dun nid to work today... But i stil wake up so early. It's a warm day. Today nt meetin my bf cos we 2 very budget. Meet him sat instead... =) Today goin out with my daddy... [im daddy's girl =)] See if can ask him buy a new HP for me. If nt my HP is goin to spoilt so0n le. Dot dot...

Time really flies wor. Nw is alr MAR & APR is comin le wor... I hv grad frm ITE for 1 yr le. So fast lor. Haiz...

Yeah!! My bf gt himself a com & broadband so tat mean we can chat online lor. Save on sms & phone calls... Haha... Thou de com is shared with his 3 bros lar... bleah :p. Dear upgrade his HP to K770I[i tink] & de camera is spoilt, send for repair lor. So fast only 1 day jiu spoilt le. Didnt check properly when we buy it. Sianz* I also dunno where's de service center lor. Like all very far frm our area lei. Nvm. He noe jiu hao. MON can go & collect le. Hope tis time everything is fixed ba...

Tmr im goin back to work lor. Planned to sort all my inv den MON i can start keyin all those suppliers tat r early terms [15 & 3o days credit]. But as wat i hv collected it's seem to b alot lei. Better finished off all de JAN invoices. It's duein so0n le. Sob =( Gt 1 wk for me to finish. I tink can finish as i planned to work OT on some of de days... Better work harder le. [GOALS: CLEAR ALL DE INV ON MY TABLE IN DE SHORTEST TIME...] =)

Update again =) TATA ~

=)

2008-03-20T20:29:00.003+08:00

Today didnt manage to meet my bf. Cos his friends last min date him out. I let him go if nt ltr he wil lose contact with dem so0n. =)

Tmr is a holiday GOOD FRIDAY!! Can rest for a day den go for work on SAT. So sianz. SAT is my ON day... Hmm my bf stil out with his friends dunno where he go le. Hmm...

Miss my friends alot. Cant meet dem cos either dey or me nt free. Haiz... WHEN DEN WE CAN MEET UP LEI?? Sianz... Muz make sure we hv a gatherin so0n if nt we wil lose contact de lor.

Tis few days rushin with my inv, manage to finish most of dem in time for MON closings... LUCKY! If nt my boss wan to nag at me again or my suppliers come n claim payments.. Kekez.

Next wed goin to take half day, mornin de. Pei my grandma go hospital to take her blood test result. Doc say gt something weird with de results... He say nid to discuss something with us. Hope everything wil b fine for my grandma... [worried]

Applications

2008-03-09T08:37:00.002+08:00

On thu 7th mar, my applications was out but de thing is i didnt get in. It's unsuccessful wor. So sianz de lor. I give up le. I tink i shld work hard in my job ba. Get a better job, save some money & study private dip... I tink like tat i sure wil get in de ba. Haiz...

Today is our 2 yr anniversary le. Haha. Went out yesterday alr. Hmm. So tired after reached home. Eyes closing... Went to IT show with him yesterday... It was so crowded lor. Cant really see anything. But tis yr de like nt de same alr. Diff frm last time de... Hmm...

郭采洁 - I Need You
你说要带著我去爱
为我推翻所有孤单
用微笑用温暖
填满了期待你却又让爱
坏得如此简单看自己
乱了秩序遗失的爱
已成光害你离开我还在
I need you I need you
别毁灭我的夜晚灰暗中
泪蔓延得太快来不及
看不清黑夜跨越黎明
忘了清醒忘了继续
I need you I need you
别迷失我的未来灰暗中
痛散得太缓慢想放开
该开不要这片空白
忘了习惯忘了遗憾
你说要带著我去爱
为我推翻所有孤单
用微笑用温暖填满了期待
你却又让爱坏得如此简单
看自己乱了秩序遗失的爱
已成光害你离开我还在
I need you I need you
别毁灭我的夜晚灰暗中
泪蔓延得太快来不及
看不清黑夜跨越黎明
忘了清醒忘了继续
也许还会想念也许还想看见
也许还有感觉也许还要安慰
也许这一切该完结...

Gt time go online to her songs. It's nice. She's a newbie...

Sis bdae

2008-02-27T22:13:00.002+08:00

2 more days wil b my cute sis bdae le wor. 29th FEB.. 4 yrs once de bdae. So special & easy to rmb. Hmm... To0k leave to pei her tat day wont pei my bf le. We 2 agreed wif it le. Hmm. If i pei my bf my sis say she wil kill me. Kekez =)

Today actually wan to work OT de but no one else want to stay den i hv to go home lor. So sianz lor. Bought a handphone accessories for sis for bdae den sat go buy other thing like a nicer wallet or bag for her. I always wil buy alot for her de lor. Kekez =)

Tis mth did something wrong wif my payment, den my TL say me. But she nv scold me lar. She stil teach me again. Lucky! She's nice but only some times her tone abit harsh make ppl feel upset. Always like tat... SOB T.T But i noe i did something wrong lar. Haiz... SO SORRY~

countin down to 2 yr anniversary... 11 days to go... TICK TICK TICK~

2 yr anniversary

2008-02-26T21:31:00.002+08:00

I n my boy de anniversary comin le wor. Countin down to tat day, 9th of mar 2008. Time flies so fast, we 2 hv been together for goin 2 yr le wor. Cherish tis relationship. Dun hv any plans yet. I hope he wil do something romantic. Kekez =) Shall get him something special tis time... Do some D.I.Y ba. Kekez =) Wat shall i do lei? Hmm...

Tmr nid to work again... Hv to do OT tmr if hv... If nt go shop ard for my sis bdae present le wor. Hv some ideas of wat to get for her le... =) My tis fussy sis very hard to please de lor. Haha better dun let her see tis. Gtg update again...

MOnday blue

2008-02-25T22:34:00.002+08:00

ArRh... MONDAY BLUE... haiz. Last wk of feb le wor. Time flies sia... Tis comin fri is my sis bdae. I to0k leave to pei her since her bdae only 4 yrs once. SO ke lian de lor... But we celebrate every yr thou. Lucky sat off which mean i can rest for 3 days le lor. But when i go back nid to busy wif closin le. Sianz de lor. Haiz...

Wat shall i give her tis yr? Bag, wallet, MP4 or myself. Haha =) I shld give her something tat she wil use. More worth. Hmm...

Sunday

2008-02-24T09:03:00.002+08:00

Today is sunday & i woke up so early. Dream of my ex classmates juz nw. So long nv contact each other liao le lor. Haiz. All lost contact also.

So sianz... So tired also. Tmr stil nid to work. I wan to find a job with a higher pay le. At least $1300 ba. At least enough to use...

Yest went to watch movie with dear. Watched Ah Long Ltd. It's so funny. Most of time de movie is all in dialect but which make it so funny ma. HAHA!!

Dear: Somtime i might b very "ba dao", very unreasonable & mood swing all de time... Hope u will understand me... I know sometime i make u so frustrated with me. Sorry for makin u so xin ku. Thanks for always being der for me. Thank u. Muackz...

16 feb 08

2008-02-17T01:36:00.002+08:00

Weeks have passed... Chi new yr is goin to end so0n le. So fast. Hmm. I applied for poly le. Hope i can get in tis time round. If nt i dunno wat to do.

Went to watch JUMPER today. Nt really nice actually. De movie most of it is their conversations only. De only excitin part is when de bad guy chase after de main lead to kill him. But in de end dey didnt succeed.

My sis bdae is comin on de 29th FEB... Dunno wat to get for her... Crackin my brain here...

蔡淳佳 -女人们的咖啡

一壶正好是两人分的咖啡啊
一屋子芬芳气息
两个女人间的话题永远不停
荷关于男人关于女人和自己整个世界都要整理
有时候只有跟你说才有头绪
男人总不懂女人眼泪真实的意义
女人猜不通男人忽然沉默的背景
有时候爱情不如和你喝咖啡有趣呵喔~
过去的事情想早点忘记却爱回忆
想一段恋曲却又怕再伤心
我们总能聊互相的安慰彼此打气
信用卡可以买到一季的流行却买不到真实自己
只有听你说的分析深入我心
就算是小小的竞争或是在斗气这一切都不是问题
喝一杯咖啡的时间都能搞掂
男人总不懂女人眼泪真实的意义
女人猜不通男人忽然沉默的背景有时候爱情
不如和你喝咖啡有趣
过去的事情想早点忘记却爱回忆
想一段恋曲却又怕再伤心
我们总能聊互相的安慰彼此打气
下次见面那杯咖啡时间地点先定
下次见面那些事情没话说我挺你
男人总不懂女人眼泪真实的意义
女人猜不通男人忽然沉默的背景
有时候爱情不如和你喝咖啡有趣
男人总不懂女人眼泪真实的意义
女人猜不通男人忽然沉默的背景
有时候爱情不如和你喝咖啡有趣
过去的事情想早点忘记却爱回忆
想一段恋曲却又怕再伤心
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Last day of holiday...

2008-02-10T20:44:00.000+08:00

Today is de last day of holiday lor. Tmr nid to go back to work & face all those invoices again le. Time flies, it's like i juz had my reunion dinner wif my family... Hmm. Comin THURS is de day i can apply for my poly le. God bless me... Hope i can leave de company & work towards my goal which is to study more...

Tat time planned to hv a gathering wif my ITE friends. Dunno whether dey r free ma lor. Hmm, gt to ask dem later. It's so great to know all of dem. Dey r all great friends of mine. Even thou we all r workin hard in diff areas, wish dem all de best & we all can b best friends til de very end wor. Really misses all de sch days, havin so much fun, workin hard together wif my friends. Haiz. De days wil always b in my memories... Thank u to all my friends...

Sudden felt so tired of everything... Everything come so sudden & der's no time for me to react or explained. Some things seemed to b unfair for me but der's always a reason behind everything. Hope everything will b fine & all those sad memories wil b blown away by de wind... Update again...

Hardship

2008-02-09T09:57:00.000+08:00

Some time i tink y muz my family become like tat... I hate my life at tis state. But der's more ppl ard us, their life r more miserable. Cant compare to mine. I stil fortunate after all. But some ppl juz dun treasure, tinkin tat everything come by luck or dey deserved to live tis way. Everything come to us by fate like de ppl we know. Friends r hard to get, but friends tat trust us r harder. Trust is bridge to every relationship as wat i tink. Without it everything seems so brittle.

Im learning a lesson frm my parent & all. Im gettin more mature in my thinkin & my goals is try to earn more money & let my parents & family live a gd life. But i nid to study more in order to achieved tat goal. Hope i can get in to TP in next wk applications. Wish me luck wor...

1 yr + 11 mths anniversary

2008-02-09T03:46:00.000+08:00

Today is our anniversary. Sry i didnt able to get u a present & i noe u wil understand y. Love u dar... Muackz...

Chi new yr

2008-02-09T03:19:00.000+08:00

5th of FEB...
To0k half day in order to go & queue to change new notes for de red packets for my parent. Lucky tat i stil can change on tat day, not out of stock yet... Late evening, dad called me to borrow money frm me in order to pay de bank payment & de interest if nt dey wil sue us bankrupt. Sometime i hope tat dey wil sue us bankrupt better den us always nid to earn so much money juz to pay de bank & nt enough for our monthly expenses. Lucky i gt a gd bf tat wil understand abt my situation... Sometime my friends wil tink tat im a quite rich girl but im not if u misunderstood. I dun nid anybody help cos im hv been thru it since like pri sch til nw so im fine wit it. Im writin it here doesnt mean i wan everybody to pity me but juz to hope u understand...

6th of FEB...
Went to work early in de mornin... No mood to work as it's de eve of new yr ma... Haiz... Heard a gd news tat can go home by 12pm instead of 12.30pm. Actually can faster go home but der's no sight of de bus sia. In de end my daddy cum & fetch me since he's near by at a bank... Reached home eat reunion dinner le. But my grandma didnt join, but i noe she stil hv conflict wif my parents cos of money matters lar. Make me upset =(

7th of FEB...
1st day of new yr... My uncle & aunt come to my hse early tis yr. Spent time til ard 12 plus den we all go together to my dad's aunt hse. Went home early & play com de whole day til night den slp...

8th FEB...
Went to my uncle's condo which is juz round de corner, watched D.O.A [Dead of Alive] & National Security... After tat went to eat ROTI PRATA near my hse.. Den went to my aunt hse ard 8 plus... We all played magjong til ard tis time den reached home. And it's already 3 plus le. YAWN Zzzz... Nid to get some slp before meetin my bf later in de noon... Gd nite everyone...

P.S I know my parent had suffered alot ever since their business had nt been very gd nearly collasped. Den nw relationship wif my grandma is like stranger. Owed bank dunno hw much money like cant repay finished like tat... But dey always worry abt i & my sis whether gt enough to spent ma. Felt sad tat i cant do anything except to work & earn more money for dem... But some of u juz dun understand y i do tis for... Haiz. NVM. I know im doin de right thing jiu hao... END ~

Borin

2008-01-30T12:38:00.000+08:00

So sianz... Yest went for de course makin me wan to slp in class le lor. Zzz.. Chi new yr is comin le, my new yr clothes still haven buy finished yet. Rush sia. Next wk jiu new yr le. Tis yr like so packed. No time to prepare. Haiz hv to go back work le. Update ltr...

Chi new yr

2008-01-27T01:07:00.000+08:00

It's been so long i've been bloggin le. Recently busy doin stuff preparin for new yr. So sianz & tired... Tmr nid to spring clean my house le. Throw away all de unwanted stuff or donate dem away dun waste... Today juz clean my table already spent alot of time le. Tmr muz wake up early le wor. Yawn Zzz...

Tis few wks, many things happened. Dunno hw to react or cope with it. Haiz dun care le. Juz b myself jiu hao le...

Bloggin again

2008-01-15T04:18:00.001+08:00

Here i come... Bloggin again. Havin sore throat & flu make me cant slp... Wakin up at 4am, bored & feel sick... Sianz =( Nid to go to work ltr, so tired *YAWN* Have to rush finished all mine dec & abit of nov invs le. If nt all de jan invs stuck der... Hmm dunno tis sat wan to go back work OT ma lor.

Few more wks is chi new yr le. Stil haven buy new yr clothes wor. Goin to buy so0n. A chance to doll up myself, wear pretty pretty. =) Tis wk end nid to spring clean le. Clean my room. :P

To bestie: Dun tink so much abt ur relationship ba. GUYS behave like tis when dey r tired or wat, dey tink its fine behavin like tis. If u to0 over react dey wil only tink we GIRLS r unreasonable only. RELAX! Juz 'shun qi zi ran'. If u 2 r fated u wil b together...

Juz take care of ur health ba... If nt new yr u cant eat anything le wor~ but u can bring for me to eat i wont mind. Kekez :P See ya so0n... Take care...

S POP

2008-01-01T13:33:00.000+08:00

S POP top 12 is out. VOTE for de song no 2 & 8 wor. It's nice... Wish dem luck~ =)

2008

2008-01-01T13:25:00.000+08:00

Today is de 1st day of 2008 le. Time really flies... So much bad stuff happened in 2007 i wish all wil go away in 2008 faster... Chi new yr is comin in 1 mth plus time le. Nid to prepared things also le. Buy new clothes is de best thing. Kekez =)

Yr hv past & i nv changed much... Stil de same old me when i was young. And nw im already a 19 yr old gal. Step into de workin society, stil gettin used to it. Stil miss de sch days wif my classmates. Dunno when we wil hv de chance to meet again.

2007 is only memories, we hv to look forward to our future lor. Growin up day by day... Which makes me feel sad... :P I gt so much things wanted to do. Hope i gt de chance to do tis yr. =)

HAPPY NEW YR!! to everyone. God bless... =) WORLD PEACE~

Christmas!

2007-12-24T23:28:00.000+08:00

Tmr is Christmas le. Holiday~ & i can slp again. Today went back to office to sort out the inv nearly faint. So much in juz a few days lor. Hv a gift exchange wif my bestie SERENE today. Tis is wat she gave me... So nice right. =)

Tis is wat my bf gave me... LOVE <3

Tis is wat my boss gave me... Surprised present... =)

Class gatherin

2007-12-23T01:13:00.001+08:00

Today went for my ITE class gatherin... Been rainin de whole day. Then to0k de wrong bus der cos we didnt really noe hw to go der. Den end up it's juz opp de interchange nia lor. Lucky it's stil nt so far lar. If nt i faint walkin & i went under rain. Sianz... Didnt really eat anything cos it's all kind of soaked in de rain le. YUCKS! Den i also dun dare to eat le. Haiz. So tired le. YAWN... But talk alot wif my gang of friend esp with eve & jack[still de same] =) Update next time...

Dec

2007-12-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

Time pass so fast. Nw goin to 3rd of dec le. Hmm. Comin Thurs & next tues is a holiday. Kekez. Can rest but my inv wil become a mountain. Hmm. So sianz. Haven buy christmas present for my friends & bf. Dunno wat to buy. Killin my brain cells. ^.^

Recently my mo0d nt quite gd... will mood swing a little while... If i suddenly explode dun blame me wor. Hmm. Sometime i tink wil i last forever wif my bf, but i wil let it b natural ba. Dun give myself to0 much stress le. To0 stress wif my family & relationships le. Sianz... =(

21 mth anniversary

2007-12-09T02:20:00.000+08:00

Today is my bf & i de 21 mth anniversary le. Kekez. So happy. We been thru alot & hope we wil last til forever. Went to watch de GOLDEN COMPASS... But de movie gt no ending so muz wait til part 2. So sianz. Always nid to wait de.

Tis few days de weather so gd. So nice to slp. Yawn Zzzz... Time to slp le. Blog so0n. =)

Headache

2007-12-06T20:52:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. Tis fews keep raining but i cant slp longer lei. Havin headaches recently. So uncomfortable. Hmm. Finally closin le. Nw can relax abit. But nid to do my recon. So difficult lor. See de R.A til my eyes poppin out. All de numbers so small.

Today gt abit of small arguement wif my bf but nw fine le. Glad to hv a understandin bf lar. Sianz... We didnt mit since sun til nw. Tmr hope can mit him but if rainin den he dun wan to mit le.

Christmas comin le. Dunno wat to buy for my friends sia. Budget also. So many ppl goin for de class gatherin. Shall give dem choc or wat ba. Juz a small small gift. Next wk den buy ba. Hope most ppl wil go for de gatherin. Too bad jason cant go cos he's in army tat wk. Sianz~

Tmr nid to work again. So tired... Shall blog again. TATA =)

=)

2007-12-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

Juz viewed my friends in friendster. So much things had changed so fast. Really wil hv alot to catch up wif dem le. Haiz. Sianz de le... Today is de 1st of dec & it's a sat. But i nid to work. So sianz. Haiz... =(

Today didnt went to anywhere far wif my bf. We both r tired & really dunno where to go. But de main thing is we r broke. End of de mth always like tat. Sianz. I still tinkin whether wan to go for de gatherin sia. My friend also haven confirmed yet. Dey always so last min... But im used to it le lor. =)

I love my sis [force to say tis cos she's standing beside me...kekez]

Live life de fullest

2007-11-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

This wk, heard de news tat de 5 dragon boat members died at Cambodia. It was so shockin & saddenin. Dey were so young & promisin. Dey stil hav a bright future ahead. =( Hope dey wil safe at somewhere... God bless dem... My friend says tis r all fated.

Life is so short. U wont know wat will happened next. We muz really treasure our life & live de fullest. Treasure everyone ard u, dun wait til u lose dem den u wil regret for life... When we are still young, do de things u wan to do. Enjoy life. =)

Back-ache

2007-11-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

So tired sia. My back is so 'sour' nw. Hope der's someone wil massage for me lei. Kekez. Tmr is sat [my off day] but de worst thing is i stil nid to go back & work OT. T.T so sad.

Tat day went Toa Payoh wif my bf, saw a drink stall along de way. It's nice & affordable. Juz beside de donuts stall. Kekez. And their service is gd, very polite. Hmm. De mocha is nice. Yum Yum... [ too bad didnt take photo ]

Hmm gtg. Gt stuff to do le. Tata =)

Nil

2007-11-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

Time flies... Tmr is wed le. Haiz. Im gettin OLDER each day & that's sad lei. T.T Tmr is another day of OT... Diaoz... Tmr muz clear all de invoices. HAHA =) But it's nt possible anyway. Tis few days alot of suppliers keep callin to rush for payments. 'Heng' it's nt my branches anyway. Kekez :) Plus de branches asked me alot of weird qns til dey also dunno wat dey r askin le. Kekez. So damn sianz lei. Rainin nw. It's time for me to slp le. TATA :)

And lastly i love my cute mei mei... [being force to say tis :p]

Dinner

2007-11-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

Last fri finally had dinner wif serene le. So sry ar. I always either nid to pei bf or OT den cant always go eat dinner together ar. =( So fast wor. I had been workin in NTUC for 1/2 a yr le. Time really flies lor. Hmm. Next yr gonna apply for poly. Hope i wil get in le. =)

Today went to little india de 'SHOP IN' wif my bf to his leather shoe. Quite cheap actually but to0 bad de nicer pattern[de one i like :p] dun hv his size den we took de other pattern instead le. Hmm. So tired today. I wake up ard 9 plus tis mornin. It's de 1st time i wake up so early on wk ends. Kekez. Scare i wil over slept i even set my alarm clock. But i wake up earlier. Hmm. Today my bf spent over $100 on our food, shoes & his bro PSP games. So much sia. Didnt realised til we was countin on our way home. Wil cut down our expenses le. Haiz...

Sianz. Mon nid to work again. Gonna start to work OT again. Nid to rush our closin again. Every mth non stop. Haiz... When wil i strike TOTO & slack at home. Haiz. Dreamin again...

Penny-less

2007-11-15T20:58:00.000+08:00

=( My pay r all gone le. No money left for me. My dad took it to pay his bank debt le. Sob Sob. Cant buy things le. Stil hav 3 wks more b4 i get my next mth pay. Sianz. Left abit for myself only. Sad-ed de lor. Im used to it le.

Tmr stil nid to work le. Sianz. Lucky sat dun nid to work. Can slp more... Zzz... Nw my hse downstair de open space those aunties dunno doin wat excerise lor. Their music so weird de. Nv heard of it. Quite noisy also. Hmm... Today keep fallin asleep in office. Shh. Dun tel anyone wor...

Sunday

2007-11-11T20:59:00.000+08:00

I wake up very late today. My parents & sis all wake up le. My sis wake me up to eat my breakfast sia. Kekez. Went to compass pt today, saw my colleague and her daughter. So qiao. =) Hmm tis few days cant mit my bf le. Cos he's workin den i mayb nid to work OT le. So sianz.

Feel like quittin my job le. Cant stand le. Stil nid to call those suppliers lar, key those inv lar. Always called me & ask y didnt get their payment lar. Dey tink i gt super hands sia. Key so much in a mth wor. Everyday de inv keep comin in de lor. Sianz. So many suppliers de invs i nid to key de lor. Sianz.If de inv gt barcode den i juz nid to scan de hua den faster lar. Stil nid to key date, amt & de PO no. De system so slow de lor. Some more will hang de sia. Stupid system de IT ppl upgrade liao even worst lei. Sianz. =(

Next yr gonna apply for poly le. Try my luck. Hope i wil get in le. I dun care liao muz get in jiu dui le. If still cant get in den i gt nth to say liao le lor. Muz go temple pray le. My sec sch friends all gonna grad den i go study. Like abit so much slower den dem hor. But no choice i took a longer route to poly. I regret nv study hard in my O lvl lor cos of somethings. But nvm i wil work hard if i get into poly. I dun wan to regret de 2nd time le. Hope everything wil b fine den. Get a dip den get a better job den tis i hv currently. :) Leave those detest aunties...

Tis few wk, my mood r nt so gd. Always angry wif something for no reason. Haiz. Mayb i gt nt enuff slp ba or i juz mood swing le. Sianz. My ITE classmate organised a gatherin next mth. Dunno whether wan to go or nt. Asked my friends le they also cant decide lei. Haiz. Hope all of us wil go den hv more gatherin like tat more often lor. If nt wil lose contact de... TIRED.

Nil

2007-11-09T20:45:00.000+08:00

Things arent gettin better tis days. Everything are gettin in my way. I cant see any future regardin me, relationship, work & studies. Shld i study again? Shld i stop work & apply for poly? Shld i stop my relationship & concentrate in everything i wan to do 1st? Shld i juz rest & tink abt wat shall i do next?

There's alot of qns in me. No one can ans for me, there's only one to get de ans that's to solve dem myself. So many prob poppin out all at once. Make me frustrated & restless. Wat shall i do to make myself happier? Or i juz makin myself stress... Haiz. =(

To serene

2007-11-03T22:25:00.001+08:00

To serene: Muz take care of yourself alright. U always get sick de. Muz rmb to eat ur med also & muz go for brain scan wor. Den see wat doc say ba. Dun worry everything is fine.

Hmm. Abt relationship de stuff dun tink so much le. Let's 'shun qi zi ran' ba. Get well is de most impt thing. Take care & get well so0n. =)

See u on mon.

P.S If u can work OT on mon den dun work oki. Dun force yourself. Health is more impt den work k. =)

Doggie

2007-11-03T22:25:00.000+08:00

Juz watch de 9.30pm channel U show. De dogs are all so cute esp de 1st one. And i like de 2nd one to0. De dog can differentiate wat is real or fake money sia. So clever de lor. Next time if i keep a dog i also train it tis skill sia. Kekez.

So tired today. Wake up early to work den go out wif my bf. He say he wan to study but i noe he sure gt no mood to study. As wat i tink he really gt no mood. End up juz shoppin ard & sit near my hse der to chit chat. Pei him go eat den i went out eat wif my family.

Im waitin for my pay to come sia. Den i can buy my stuff le. So many things wanted to buy. But muz put some aside for my dad to pay de bank loan lei. So sad. Sob Sob. My mum hv stopped workin le. She decided to quit & find another job. Nw she's stil lookin. Hmm...

Tmr is SUN. Finally can go out together wif my mum. Last time only 3 of us. Me, sis & dad. So happy. Lookin forward to our outing. Kekez... =)

Kind of miss my ITE friends. Wan to mit dem so0n lei. Muz ask dem when im free le. Dey seems to b so busy sia. Haiz...

Shall blog next time. Bye!

Life is borin

2007-11-02T23:37:00.000+08:00

Tmr shall wake up early & get ready to work. So borin. Haiz. My closin date has extend to mon le. Which means i nid to stay for OT on tat day. Tat's sad. Sob =( Im tinkin of takin leave on fri, when thurs is a holiday den sat i dun nid to work. I can rest durin de long wk ends. Dunno lei. Haiz.

So restless tis few days. Like i hv been torture for many days. Cant rest well or wat. Juz feel something nt quite right tis days. I hv been thinkin too much right? =( Go slp le. Good night all...

*[[everlasting_love]]*

2010

tired

Life

Stupid banana

shoppin

work

Bad weather

back

random blog

past

updatin

chi new yr

mc

lovin

brand new yr

Yawn

Growin up

christmas comin

sat

farewell

bdae party

Time flies

im back

Tired

Emotions

last day at work

interview

Im back

interviews

Job hunting

Monday blues

nursery teacher

happy national day & anniversary

sat

Sleepy

sunday

Friday night

Stupid job

Tired day

bad day

friends outin

Happy birthday to me!!

sunday 29th jun

malaysia trip

i hope to get on my bdae!!!

so tired

5 days wk

14 jun 2008

9th of jun

love quotes

8th jun 2008

6th may 2008

5th may 2008

sunday

sunday

Boring day

terrible earthquake

i love u

anniversary

may day

nil

Nil

Com

Update

Hospital

update

Gd fri - 2

GOOD FRIDAY!!

=)

Applications

Sis bdae

2 yr anniversary

MOnday blue

Sunday

16 feb 08

Last day of holiday...

Hardship

1 yr + 11 mths anniversary

Chi new yr

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