Darling
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
My dar dar dun like me to stay to0 close with guys, dun chat with guys i dunno online, dun give them my contact or wat. From tis can see tat my dar dar care for me alot & also from de other pt of view, he's control me alot. It's oki. I never feel stress or uneasy abt tis. The most i only tok to guys tat i know. I listen to him all de time. I dun hav to worry abt him. Cos he dun talk to girls outside of his classmates. He said he rather spend time talkin to me den to others. When im workin he would stay at home & do his own things & wait for me to reach home. He wont go out with friends, even when i asked him to. He only wan to pei me go out.
He stick to me alot sia. But it's still alright to me after-all. Hmm. Sometime i felt tat he love me more than i love him. Is it gd or bad? I also dunno. Love is so difficult to understand. Haiz...
This is my longest relationship. I hope it will last, thou i cant see anything of de future. Sometime i dislike him to stick to me so much, abit uneasy. I dunno also. Weird weird de feelings sia. Like he's a younger bro to me more than my bf.