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D & D

Monday, October 29, 2007

Tonight is my company D & D. Most of them r goin but im nt. Cos i dun like tat kind of stuff. So sianz. Thou can doll yourself up but waste time lar. Haiz. Tat's y today i dun nid to work OT. Haha. So happy. Mit up my bf den cant pei serene. So sry ar. Haiz. So tired today. My parent nt in singapore hv to do de laundry. Hmm. Tmr dunno whether hv OT or nt. Hope nt. God bless me. =) I hate to do OT. =(

writtern @9:46 PM

Stayin at home

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Today is SUNDAY and i nid to stay at home. So sianz. Firstly is i nt feelin well den secondly is my parent went MALAYSIA le. Nv bring me along. Sob. But i also cant go i nid to clear my inv b4 closin sia. Hmm.

My stack of inv waitin for me... =(

Poor mei. Nw holidays stil nid to go back sch for intensive lessons. Sianz de lor. Some more gt CO. Haiz. Sayang her... =) Buy her chocolate to eat. Haha.

Tmr nid to work le. Hope i stil able to go to work lor. God bless me. Kekez. Sianz. =( Closin comin again. Tat means i nid to work OT almost everyday. Y like tat? Haiz. T.T

writtern @3:14 PM

Sleepless nights

Haiz. Cant slp. So nw came in to blog & listenin to yes 933. Nth to do. My sis & grandma r asleep. Den my parent went malaysia le lor. Haiz. Havin 2 ulcers in my mouth. So pain de lor. Haiz. Mon goin back to work le. Startin another wk again. Seein my inv i wil faint sia. Sianz de lor. Im stil abit sick lor. Like nv gettin better de lor. Rest more makes no diff like tat. Sure find something to let time pass le lor. Sianz. =(

writtern @1:41 AM

Boring day

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Today my gastric came back again. So sad. Haiz. Tmr my parent goin to malaysia again. But didnt bring us along sia. Hope dey wil something back for us. If nt... Haiz. Like tat if mon & tues i work OT i nid to share cab with de aunties der again. So sianz. But no choice le lor. Shall go pack food on my way home. Scare my mei hungry den faint at home. Kekez.

Tmr meetin my bf late noon. Hmm. Dunno where to go also. Juz sit ard & talk whole day long. Kekez. He's such a swit guy i muz say. Love him... =)

writtern @12:52 AM

Private sch...

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Im thinkin of goin back to sch to study again. But if i get into poly i scare i cant adapt to de life or even make friends with those who r younger den me. Haiz. If i take up private courses it would b much of flexible time. Can work & study at de same time. It's tough but gt no choice lei. As im payin for my own fees. Sad-ed. What private sch shld i choose which is alright & affordable de lei... Im stressed at work ltr im stress wif studies also. Haiz. So troubled lor. But i really wan to study. If can full time is de best but see my choice den... =)

writtern @9:43 PM

Monday blue

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Tmr mornin nid to wake up early & start a fresh wk le. Thinkin of tmr nid to work OT i feel so sianz. Haiz. =( Today wake up very late in de noon. Haha. I really can slp for so long. Kekez. Miss my breakfast & lunch. Hmm can lose abit of weight for today. Hmm better go & slp le. Update next time. Kekez.

writtern @11:55 PM

Saturday

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Today went to work early in de mornin, waited for de bus til it's rainin. De bus was so long lor. Scare i late wanted to take a cab. Lucky i didnt, when i reached der de door stil haven open yet. Lucky sia.

To serene: Hey dun b angry cos i didnt inform u tat im workin today okie. Sorry ar!! Im helpin my dad doin something de whole night til i tired le den forget de. Sry ar. U seems to care more & more abt him alot recently. Kekez.

Today my bf brought along his bro's PSP & NDS. We played de whole evenin til night. Haha. His games were so fun. But to0 bad i cant bring home & play. =( But nvm i can save money to buy my own. Haha. =)

writtern @9:20 PM

Scramble egg

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Hmm. Kind of tired today. Lucky i dun nid to stay for OT today again. Haha. Finally can mit my bf le. So many days nv meet him le. Miss him sia. Kekez. Muackz.

My mum called me scramble egg yest, den i called her sunny egg. Haha =) We hv been playin with tis de whole nights. Kind of childish hor. But as long we happy jiu hao. Kekez. Love u mum <3...

writtern @11:08 PM

T.T

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Sometimes I felt so tired of everything. I wish nt to care abt anything. Seems like recently many things r happening. Make me quite frustrated & stress. And somehow i felt tat my 'boss' dislike me. Always watched over me, even talk awhile also cannot. Treat me like prisoner like tat. I hate tat feelin & dey seems like dey dun respect our rights or freedom. Recently i always get angry & treat my bf quite badly. So sry wor. I didnt mean anything. Hope u understand. Haiz. Wish dey shld juz go away. Leave me alone.

Cant understand y i stil can work in this miserable environment for such a long time. It's time for me to change job. =)

writtern @11:59 PM

Heart-break

Sunday, October 14, 2007

I feel like whatever i hv done at work ppl juz dun recognise. It make feel tat wat i done it's juz worthless. Dey wil always find my fault, i do wrong one thing den dey rmb always. Dey dun even rmb hw many times i help dem to finish their work. It's juz nt fair. =(

Dey r like testin my patience and dey treat my respect for dem as im scare of dem. Dey r bunch of hypocrites. All so fake stil dare to say me fake. If one day dey reached my limits den dey know wat hv dey done wrong. =) Dun under estimate me. But i hate tis kind of feelings. It's juz nt me. So sad. Wat shall i do? Anybody can tell me?

writtern @7:53 PM

Rainnin days...

Today is a rainnin day. Abit reluctant to wake up, but no choice also muz wake up. If nt no breakfast for me. Kekez. Hmm. Today i feel like it's sun tot tmr is mon. Abit confuse liao. To0 stress le. Mind 'ruan' le. Hmm.

Thinkin of workin my mood jiu nt very gd le. Sianz de lor. Some more nid to OT juz to help her do all de stuff. Stress de lor. Den dun hv much time to pei my friends & bf lor. Hope dey all dun mind lor. If nt i very guilty de lor. Haiz. Why always tis kind of trouble all gt me involved? Nt fair lei. I know gt OT pay but is very tired de lor. I nv hv time to rest le lor. Nid to bother so much things at work. Haiz. Abit angry & moody while workin. I wan to go study more & leave tat company le. Prove others tat im nt only can work tat job nia. Hmm...

Thinkin of tis. I already very long nv go out wif my friends le. I so busy even forget to call or sms dem when im abit free. So sad de lei. Hope dey r all fine & doin well. =)

writtern @1:33 AM

Life

Thursday, October 11, 2007

So tired after work. Tmr have to work OT again. @.@ My eyes r droppin out juz to finish my invoices. Nw more r comin in. Sianz. Last SUN i met my sec sch friend, miss her so much & she really slim down alot. Gt to learn frm her. =) Muz b under alot of stress durin attachment. Sayang her :p. She's havin holiday & workin part time. Gt time ask her out to gossip. Haha :).

Everyday busy wif work. It's hard to manage time to spent wif friends. Esp when dey r also busy wif their own stuff. It's hard for us to gather. Haiz. Shld take a day leave & meet up everyone. Miss dem lots sia... T.T

writtern @10:38 PM

Detest

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

So ANGRY lor. Today i took 1/2 day off. My seniors nid to bother de meh. Dey nt even my TL. I wanted to finish my work b4 i go off, dey say im juz fake hardworkin only. Why gt tis kind of ppl in my office de ar. Takin off nv disturb dem or anything. I always finished my stuff nicely ar, take leave also nid to consult dem 1st meh. So irritating... Nvm.

Today went to eat SAKAE SUSHI wif my bf. Eat til so full. But very happy cos my bf keep sayin jokes make me laugh til non stop sia... HAHA =) But when reachin home my bf tot i angry cos i walk abit faster when crossin de road. He fall down & hurt himself juz tryin to chase after me. So worried abt him, he bleed lei... SO sayang him... Next time muz hold his hand while crossin de road liao. Ltr see him bleed i cry again. Sob Sob T.T.

Haiz. Tmr nid to go back work again. Dey better dun ask me anything. If nt i no mood to work again. Hope tmr dun nid to work OT den i can eat wif serene. We already alot of wk nv eat together le. Cos i nid to OT to help OTHER PPL do their stuff. HAIZ... Sad-ed =(

writtern @8:45 PM

Tired

Friday, October 05, 2007

Suddenly felt so tired of workin life... Under alot of stress... Missin my sch days...

Haiz. I hv been workin OT for 4 days le, my TL stil wan me to stay for another day to do other ppl work. I rather go hm & slp. So unfair. Y always me nid to help her? I already very busy wif my own work le stil wan me to help up. Helpin is fine wif me, but dey treat it like it's part of my job. So angry de lor sometimes. My work load is like double of others wif de same post. Stil nid to see boss face. If i dun work OT is like i nv done my job properly. Haiz. Sorry to serene always make u angry cos of me. Dun angry le wor. If nt u old easily i nid to take care of u lei. Kekez. Next wk go eat together. Dun stress yourself to0 much okie. I know u r frustrated wif alot of things. Take gd care of yourself & ur stomach hor. DUN ALWAYS EAT SO LITTLE...

writtern @10:38 PM