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Interviews

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Hmm. NTUC HR called me a few days ago. They asked me to go for de interview for de clerical officers or something. but i noe it's abt admin de. Hmm gonna try my luck on fri for de interview. Hope i wil succeed. kekez. Muz wake up early tat day. Go all de way to queenstown for de interview. Hmm. Hope i wont get lost der sia. HAHA. Im a direction idiots lor. Kekez =) Hope i wil reached der on time. =)

writtern @1:09 AM

Job search

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Today early in de mornin i pei eve go for her interview le. Afterwards den we had our lunch den search for jobs in de newspaper. Hmm. So many nid degree or even diploma. Find one tat r suitable for us. Went for interview but de thing is even thou is office job, sun stil nid to work. And de work load i tink we 2 cant handle it as well as thou more mature ppl. So discouragin. Hmm. Tmr i wil work hard again to look for jobs. JIA YOU!! kekez =) Even thou i gt no diploma, i dun tink i wil b worst den those hu gt. I wil prove dem wrong. BLEAH~ =p

writtern @10:45 PM

Dunno wat to do

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

I gt rejected from poly. Nw i only slack at home or go work at wk ends. So sianz. My hubby in sch also cant pei me. So Bored de lor. Nth to do at home. Nth to eat, no games to play, felt so restless at home sia. Haiz. Lookin for a stable jobs, but til nw nt any caught my eyes lei. All so far away de lor. Should go out & explore might something attracts me. Hmm... Feel like goin out with my friends but i tink dey all busy with their 1st day of sch or with thier work bah. Sianz de lor. CANT BE WITH THEM IN TP... Y dey dun wan give me a chance sia? Haiz forget abt it le. Tink so much later wil old de. sobsob... =(

writtern @1:04 AM

Sad

Monday, April 23, 2007

I received de reject letter from TP sia. So de sad. Didnt manage to get in like 2 of my friends. Hmm. Quite sad but im still strong kekez =) plan to find office jobs den study private le. I plan to study in hotel management or something related de. Can earn more in future. Either i wait for a yr or nt nia. Haiz. Dun hav any idea yet lei. Dunno wat to do also. Tmr gonna start to look for jobs le. Haiz. Tired le~ Go slp liao @.@ Zzz... If any of u gt job lobang muz tel mi k thanks le...

writtern @12:41 AM

I cried today

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Today both of my friends told me tat dey received de enrollment package of poly which mean dey get into poly le. We went appeal together but only i didnt get it. Im sad, feel like cryin and i juz cried like tat. After awhile i stop but started again when any one of my family mention tat again. I dunno how to describe de feelin, i tell myself it's ok if i didnt get in but deep down in my heart i care abt tis de most. Haiz. Now i stop cryin dunno when i wil start again le. I hav done alot of things juz to distract my attention nt for me to tink all those things le. Haiz. Like no use at all. I juz wil tink & start to cry again. All my fault, I didnt work hard enough, GPA of 3.2 is nt gd enough de. Sob sob T.T

writtern @11:57 PM

Sick

Monday, April 16, 2007

Today went to 2 poly to appeal, 1st didnt accept anymore cos start sch le, 2nd accepted but need to wait 2 wks for de results by post. Sianz de lor. Haiz. Hope dey wil let us noe de results fast fast. =( Tis few days i keep havin headaches. Cant tahan le. No appetite & feel giddy as well sia. Haiz. Goin to sick le bah. T.T

writtern @7:20 PM

1st day of sch

Tmr is my hubby 1st day of sch. Hope tat he wil b able to wake up bah. So long didnt go to sch le lor. Hmm.. Tmr need to wake up early again le. So tired. Today i work & stand whole day, my leg numb numb de lor. T.T

Tmr im gonna try my luck again to go poly & appeal le. Hope it would b successful. If nt is like dunno wat to do le lor. So sianz & sick abt it liao le. Haiz =(

writtern @2:20 AM

Went to de poly

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Today i went to de poly le cos my friend ask me along. We r quite silly also to go today, cos like de offices were nt open also. And de poly is so damn big til u wil get lost if u dun study der for long. So many blocks & rooms. Haiz. Should i continue to go appeal or wat ma? Or i should jus start to work full time, earn some money & study private? I dunno wat i should do. It's like even if i go appeal now it's quite late. Sianz & sad-ed de lor. T.T

writtern @1:33 AM

Phone call

Friday, April 13, 2007

Today i called de poly but dey didnt pick up de phone sia. I dunno call how many times le lor. Stil say start at 8.30am de hotline. Haiz. I tink shld b cant appeal liao le lor. So de sad sia. Y like tat? Hmm, forget to ask my other frenz whether is he in or nt. So sianz de lor. Y i cant get in i also dun understand. sad-ed =(

writtern @11:02 AM

Poly posting results

Thursday, April 12, 2007

The results is out. I didnt manage to get in as wat i expected. But im abit sad abt tis. Haiz. My friend get in instead. Tmr im goin to cal NYP to enquiry whether i stil can appeal for de courses der. If nt den i shld get a private diploma le, thou it's ex but no choice. Haiz. Sad-ed... Im searchin for some full time jobs if de appeal is nt successful. Earn some $$ for de private sch fees. Nt cheap noe. Wish to study Dip in hospitality & tourism. Dunno hav tis course ma. Searchin for nice schs & courses. =(

writtern @11:42 PM

Poly

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Poly is starting sch so0n, dey stil haven inform me whether i gt in or wat. My frenz went der to ask today, dey said wil call us in 2 days time. Dunno is real de ma. I only can wait lor. So long lor. Cant wait to noe lei. Haiz no choice. So sianz. Is like if gt event ask me to take also cannot, cos dunno gt sch ma. So de troublesome. Haiz...

writtern @11:58 PM

SHOPPING

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Today i went shoppin with my mum. Went to vivo & bugis, i saw some nice shoes & clothes. Feel like buyin all sia. From forever 21, top shop & some shops from bugis. But i haven gt my pay yet so u know kekez. Hmm. I haven gt any news from NYP. Dunno whether i hav gt in or wat. All my friends still haven gt any news either. It takes so long sia. Next mon start sch le but dunno anything yet. Tink like i didnt get in de lor. So de sad. T.T sob sob... But nvm if i didnt get in den i wil go work & study private liao le. kekez. At least der wont hav any age limits lor. HAHA. Im gettin older le. Haiz... So enjoy life now. ^.^v

writtern @11:33 PM

Sick & tired day

Monday, April 09, 2007

My hubby & i went to watch "meet the robinsons" at marina sq. Before tat we went to kfc to hav a quick bite, i was quite angry with de counter auntie. She sound so rude & den she is like so blur lor. Dunno wat's STUDENT MEAL sia. We repeat so many times she stil make mistake but we forget abt it liao le. If nt we wil vomit blood der sia. Next time go der eat dun go to de counter tat she is serving liao le. We wil hav shorter life sia. Haiz.

After all de movie was quite funny, before the main movie start they also include one part of de mickey mouse show inside, quite funny. So long didn't watch mickey mouse de carto0n ever since i grew up. Miss those days sia. Im old already. Haiz...

Singapore is so big until my hubby & i dunno where to go afterwards. So de bored lor. This wed we r meetin out again, mus tink of where to go in advance. `.`?

writtern @8:36 PM

1 yr 1 mth

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Tmr is our anniversary. =) so happy. Love my hubby lots lots. So fast we already been together for so long le. We like each other company. Hope everything remain de same til we grow old. hmm. He's my best hubby among all my ex. kekez. muackz & hugz. ^.^v

writtern @11:54 PM

Sleep-less nightz

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

*YAWN* i cant slp sia, come to blog instead. Really gt nth to do. So long nv go out with friends le after we grad. Muz meet out some day. If nt wil become stranger liao le. I always busy with my work if nt is to pei my hubby, cos i only can spent a few days a wk to pei him. SO most of my free time is with him. Like neglect my friends alot sia. Hmm. Next wk go plan one day to pei my friend. HAHA! Muz temporary neglect my bf awhile lar. kekez. SHH~ Hope he will allow lar. Tmr goin out with him. Go watch a movie. Hmm. He spent so much money on me dunno he himself gt enuff to use ma? tmr i ask him. Tired liao le. Go slp le. Update some other time. =)

writtern @1:33 AM

Tired

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Today went out with hubby to P.S der cos he's workin der. Went to de arcade at de dhoby ghaut mrt station der, play awhile den i pei him go eat. Time's up, he went up to work den i went to chinatown OG to find my mum & eat together. We eat at de hawker center der, de 'ban mian' der is so damn nt nice. So hard de lor, like raw de, should hav eat de 'gao ji yong dao hu' nicer lor. Waste my $$.

I waited for my mum til she end wor at 9pm. I go walk walk ard chinatown den went back to P.S to find my hubby & i gave him a surprise. HAHA =)

writtern @1:05 AM

Alone at work

Monday, April 02, 2007

Today is damn sianz at work de lor. I work noon shift, at night only left me & some promoter left. Totally no customers sia. Stand der like statue de lor, got nth to do, dun need to do paper-work. No things to pack. Sianz dao~ i goin crazy sia. Somemore my mum had been transfer to OG chinatown de le. Left me der, den cherrie on MC no one pei me eat today. Hav to eat alone sia. Haiz. T.T The new scholl aunty i also dunno her. Nth to tok to her also. Today is totally a borin day for me. Lookin forward to tmr, can see my hubby le.

Yest we discussin abt separate for awhile durin his army next time, to decide whether we r truly suitable for each other. Den we can work together to maintain tis relationship lor. But end up de conclusions is we wil stick together & overcome every difficulties. Hmm. Wil i b with him til next lifetime?

writtern @1:23 AM

The guess show

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Juz now watch de guess show, all de couple make me so touch de lor. They love each other so much den it's like dey do something tat touch each other alot. They treasure their relationship. It's like me & my hubby is nt so lovin as dem. I dunno y. The feelin is diff. Mayb in their country dey r more darin or wat bah & somemore their country is so big lor, so many cities. Hmm. Love my hubby. Muackz.

writtern @2:13 AM