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Live life de fullest

Friday, November 30, 2007

This wk, heard de news tat de 5 dragon boat members died at Cambodia. It was so shockin & saddenin. Dey were so young & promisin. Dey stil hav a bright future ahead. =( Hope dey wil safe at somewhere... God bless dem... My friend says tis r all fated.

Life is so short. U wont know wat will happened next. We muz really treasure our life & live de fullest. Treasure everyone ard u, dun wait til u lose dem den u wil regret for life... When we are still young, do de things u wan to do. Enjoy life. =)

writtern @12:05 AM

Back-ache

Friday, November 23, 2007

So tired sia. My back is so 'sour' nw. Hope der's someone wil massage for me lei. Kekez. Tmr is sat [my off day] but de worst thing is i stil nid to go back & work OT. T.T so sad.

Tat day went Toa Payoh wif my bf, saw a drink stall along de way. It's nice & affordable. Juz beside de donuts stall. Kekez. And their service is gd, very polite. Hmm. De mocha is nice. Yum Yum... [ too bad didnt take photo ]

Hmm gtg. Gt stuff to do le. Tata =)

writtern @8:54 PM

Nil

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Time flies... Tmr is wed le. Haiz. Im gettin OLDER each day & that's sad lei. T.T Tmr is another day of OT... Diaoz... Tmr muz clear all de invoices. HAHA =) But it's nt possible anyway. Tis few days alot of suppliers keep callin to rush for payments. 'Heng' it's nt my branches anyway. Kekez :) Plus de branches asked me alot of weird qns til dey also dunno wat dey r askin le. Kekez. So damn sianz lei. Rainin nw. It's time for me to slp le. TATA :)

And lastly i love my cute mei mei... [being force to say tis :p]

writtern @10:25 PM

Dinner

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Last fri finally had dinner wif serene le. So sry ar. I always either nid to pei bf or OT den cant always go eat dinner together ar. =( So fast wor. I had been workin in NTUC for 1/2 a yr le. Time really flies lor. Hmm. Next yr gonna apply for poly. Hope i wil get in le. =)

Today went to little india de 'SHOP IN' wif my bf to his leather shoe. Quite cheap actually but to0 bad de nicer pattern[de one i like :p] dun hv his size den we took de other pattern instead le. Hmm. So tired today. I wake up ard 9 plus tis mornin. It's de 1st time i wake up so early on wk ends. Kekez. Scare i wil over slept i even set my alarm clock. But i wake up earlier. Hmm. Today my bf spent over $100 on our food, shoes & his bro PSP games. So much sia. Didnt realised til we was countin on our way home. Wil cut down our expenses le. Haiz...

Sianz. Mon nid to work again. Gonna start to work OT again. Nid to rush our closin again. Every mth non stop. Haiz... When wil i strike TOTO & slack at home. Haiz. Dreamin again...

writtern @9:45 PM

Penny-less

Thursday, November 15, 2007

=( My pay r all gone le. No money left for me. My dad took it to pay his bank debt le. Sob Sob. Cant buy things le. Stil hav 3 wks more b4 i get my next mth pay. Sianz. Left abit for myself only. Sad-ed de lor. Im used to it le.

Tmr stil nid to work le. Sianz. Lucky sat dun nid to work. Can slp more... Zzz... Nw my hse downstair de open space those aunties dunno doin wat excerise lor. Their music so weird de. Nv heard of it. Quite noisy also. Hmm... Today keep fallin asleep in office. Shh. Dun tel anyone wor...

writtern @8:58 PM

Sunday

Sunday, November 11, 2007

I wake up very late today. My parents & sis all wake up le. My sis wake me up to eat my breakfast sia. Kekez. Went to compass pt today, saw my colleague and her daughter. So qiao. =) Hmm tis few days cant mit my bf le. Cos he's workin den i mayb nid to work OT le. So sianz.

Feel like quittin my job le. Cant stand le. Stil nid to call those suppliers lar, key those inv lar. Always called me & ask y didnt get their payment lar. Dey tink i gt super hands sia. Key so much in a mth wor. Everyday de inv keep comin in de lor. Sianz. So many suppliers de invs i nid to key de lor. Sianz.If de inv gt barcode den i juz nid to scan de hua den faster lar. Stil nid to key date, amt & de PO no. De system so slow de lor. Some more will hang de sia. Stupid system de IT ppl upgrade liao even worst lei. Sianz. =(

Next yr gonna apply for poly le. Try my luck. Hope i wil get in le. I dun care liao muz get in jiu dui le. If still cant get in den i gt nth to say liao le lor. Muz go temple pray le. My sec sch friends all gonna grad den i go study. Like abit so much slower den dem hor. But no choice i took a longer route to poly. I regret nv study hard in my O lvl lor cos of somethings. But nvm i wil work hard if i get into poly. I dun wan to regret de 2nd time le. Hope everything wil b fine den. Get a dip den get a better job den tis i hv currently. :) Leave those detest aunties...

Tis few wk, my mood r nt so gd. Always angry wif something for no reason. Haiz. Mayb i gt nt enuff slp ba or i juz mood swing le. Sianz. My ITE classmate organised a gatherin next mth. Dunno whether wan to go or nt. Asked my friends le they also cant decide lei. Haiz. Hope all of us wil go den hv more gatherin like tat more often lor. If nt wil lose contact de... TIRED.

writtern @8:59 PM

Nil

Friday, November 09, 2007

Things arent gettin better tis days. Everything are gettin in my way. I cant see any future regardin me, relationship, work & studies. Shld i study again? Shld i stop work & apply for poly? Shld i stop my relationship & concentrate in everything i wan to do 1st? Shld i juz rest & tink abt wat shall i do next?

There's alot of qns in me. No one can ans for me, there's only one to get de ans that's to solve dem myself. So many prob poppin out all at once. Make me frustrated & restless. Wat shall i do to make myself happier? Or i juz makin myself stress... Haiz. =(

writtern @8:45 PM

To serene

Saturday, November 03, 2007

To serene: Muz take care of yourself alright. U always get sick de. Muz rmb to eat ur med also & muz go for brain scan wor. Den see wat doc say ba. Dun worry everything is fine.

Hmm. Abt relationship de stuff dun tink so much le. Let's 'shun qi zi ran' ba. Get well is de most impt thing. Take care & get well so0n. =)

See u on mon.

P.S If u can work OT on mon den dun work oki. Dun force yourself. Health is more impt den work k. =)

writtern @10:25 PM

Doggie

Juz watch de 9.30pm channel U show. De dogs are all so cute esp de 1st one. And i like de 2nd one to0. De dog can differentiate wat is real or fake money sia. So clever de lor. Next time if i keep a dog i also train it tis skill sia. Kekez.

So tired today. Wake up early to work den go out wif my bf. He say he wan to study but i noe he sure gt no mood to study. As wat i tink he really gt no mood. End up juz shoppin ard & sit near my hse der to chit chat. Pei him go eat den i went out eat wif my family.

Im waitin for my pay to come sia. Den i can buy my stuff le. So many things wanted to buy. But muz put some aside for my dad to pay de bank loan lei. So sad. Sob Sob. My mum hv stopped workin le. She decided to quit & find another job. Nw she's stil lookin. Hmm...

Tmr is SUN. Finally can go out together wif my mum. Last time only 3 of us. Me, sis & dad. So happy. Lookin forward to our outing. Kekez... =)

Kind of miss my ITE friends. Wan to mit dem so0n lei. Muz ask dem when im free le. Dey seems to b so busy sia. Haiz...

Shall blog next time. Bye!

writtern @10:25 PM

Life is borin

Friday, November 02, 2007

Tmr shall wake up early & get ready to work. So borin. Haiz. My closin date has extend to mon le. Which means i nid to stay for OT on tat day. Tat's sad. Sob =( Im tinkin of takin leave on fri, when thurs is a holiday den sat i dun nid to work. I can rest durin de long wk ends. Dunno lei. Haiz.

So restless tis few days. Like i hv been torture for many days. Cant rest well or wat. Juz feel something nt quite right tis days. I hv been thinkin too much right? =( Go slp le. Good night all...

writtern @11:37 PM

Another day of OT-ing

Thursday, November 01, 2007

Today is another day of me workin OT. So damn tired sia. Haiz. Tmr shall continue my OT-ing... Sry to serene tat on wed cos i nid to OT den cant pei u go eat. Next time okie. We already missed alot of time le. Sob Sob T.T

Haha. Tmr is tat 'stupid' jack's bdae. Shall b de 1st to wish him happy bdae. Im already countin down. Kekez. =)

Tis sat i nid to work. Some more i tink gt extend de time to 2 plus ba. Hope so if nt i cant clear my invoices for closing le. Den everyday gt loan shark callin me liao. Haiz. Stress sia. My eyes r droppin out so0n. =( Lucky my pile of inv is gettin lower le. If nt i die 1st. :)

writtern @10:15 PM