I cried today
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Today both of my friends told me tat dey received de enrollment package of poly which mean dey get into poly le. We went appeal together but only i didnt get it. Im sad, feel like cryin and i juz cried like tat. After awhile i stop but started again when any one of my family mention tat again. I dunno how to describe de feelin, i tell myself it's ok if i didnt get in but deep down in my heart i care abt tis de most. Haiz. Now i stop cryin dunno when i wil start again le. I hav done alot of things juz to distract my attention nt for me to tink all those things le. Haiz. Like no use at all. I juz wil tink & start to cry again. All my fault, I didnt work hard enough, GPA of 3.2 is nt gd enough de. Sob sob T.T