5th may 2008
Friday, June 06, 2008
Tonight is my sleepless nite. Still so energetic nw. Cant slp at all. Havin headaches for de past 2 days. I tink it's cos of de rainin season... =(
Some time i feel tat im really tired of my life. Life hv been miserable for me for de past few yrs thou. Being grown up, understandin & i start to noe things aint so simple as wat i tink it is... All de things tat happened wont juz go away like tis without doin anything... BUT i stil feel im lucky enough to hv my friends, family & bf who wil b der for me always... Hope i didnt create any trouble for dem. I hv alot of prob tat r hidden deep inside my heart & i dun wish to share with anyone. Mayb im juz tinkin or worry to0 much le. Everything wan to be responsible for it.
Im tryin many ways to de-stress myself all de time. But seems like it doesnt work. I feel tat i cant really get along well enough with all my friends. Feelin like some of dem r so fake. Mis-use my kindness as their tools. Gettin close to me cos of some reasons... Or i juz tink to0 much??? My bf always say i tink to0 much. Always take up so much burdens myself when i dun nid to. Haiz. Wat shall i do so tat i can live life happier???
I dun like to be alone or havin nth to do. I tend to tink alot of things & all de bad stuff turnin in my head... =) Wat can i do?
Im fine wor. I juz tinkin to0 much...
p.s hope tat all de survivors of de china earthquake wil stay strong. jia you!!
