happy national day & anniversary
Saturday, August 09, 2008
Today is our SINGAPORE 43rd national day as well as my bf & i de anniversary. 29th mth le wor. Next mth on our 30mth he will be goin in to army le. Sob T.T Haiz. Will be alone celebrating our anniversary. Hmm... Time flies & i realised i grow old le.
Certain things i really take it for granted. To0 much for me to list le. I started to realise tat they r all equally impt to me & i cant lose them. Some things i already lost it & only can regret nw. But regret for me also no use. Nth wil come back. Treasure my present & forget abt my past. Thanks to some of u hu made me learn how to treasure things.
Feel a certain lvl of stress at work. Tat kind of stress tat i dunno hw to describe. Mayb part of it came frm my family ba. To0 much for me to worry abt. To0 much for me to handle. To0 much things for me to take care of. Some time i wil miss out alot of things. Actually most of de stress come frm my family since im in pri sch ba. Haiz. Ever since im grown up nth changes But things gettin worst le ba. I wil hv my own mind set, my own way of solvin things. I hate ppl to tell me what shld i do. They meant gd i noe. Haiz. I already let down alot of things already. Only distress abit.
Thanks for my bf hu always been der for me all tis times. No matter im sad, happy, angry or stress ba. Love u dear. I know u always been gd to me. Only in front of u den i wil show my real self so naturally. I only wil cry out loud in front of u every time. Thanks for ur SAYANG!! muackz.
Some ppl wil tink im thinkin to0 much. But if u r in my situations u wil face de same prob to0. Trust me. Money really is de cause for many probs.
